I am still early in the training process with my sub L. She has come a very long way since we first began, yet she still has so far to go. She will be the first to admit this. Recently I told her I had gone online and purchased some "supplies", which we playfully referred to as toys, to enable me to better use her and to aid in her submission. For over a week she kept asking what I had bought. I told her every time she asked that I would not tell her, and she would find out soon enough. L tried every way she could to trick me into telling her what I bought. Some might see this as a transgression by her for continually asking after I told her I wouldn't tell her. Yet for me, I rather enjoyed her torture of wondering and trying to figure it out. "What could he have bought? What will he do to me?" In this post I will discuss only one of those items.
When we met earlier this week, as soon as she entered the room we kissed passionately. Then I immediately pinned her face first against the wall. I lifted her skirt to feel the bare ass that was underneath, then slid my hand under and began pinching and pulling on the pussy that belonged to me. To her it didn't matter if I was gentle or rough...pleasured her or inflicted pain...her pussy was getting the attention she had been longing for from her Dom. We hadn't seen each other in a couple of weeks and I knew how horny and worked up she would be. After a few minutes of getting her soaking wet, I stopped and whispered in her ear. "Are you ready for your punishment?" She knew this would happen tonight and was expecting it due to a recent disobedience. Nothing like a sudden shift of gears from getting so turned on to facing the punishment you knew was to be doled out this evening.
L was taken and bent over the bed to receive her punishment. After she received it, I told her to stay bent over, as I was not done with her. Before we go any further, you have to realize that we have had many discussions about ass play and anal sex. This is something she enjoys and truthfully she seems to be turning into an ass slut of sorts. She loves the feel, the attention, and knowing that only I can take her ass the way she enjoys, and that giving her ass to me is one of the most submissive acts she can offer. Yet, to this point, there has only been a bit of play and one time where I have "taken" her ass. L is bent over the bed still, face down in the sheets, and awaiting what comes next. I step away and return a moment later. She doesn't know that I have fetched one of my new supplies...a butt plug. It is a small one for training, but nonetheless, a plug. I lube it up and begin to move it around her puckered hole, slowly inserting it. I move it in and out, almost in a fashion as though I'm fucking her ass with it. She is wriggling just a bit, and moaning. In actuality, I'm getting it further and further seated, and finally have it all the way in. I ask her if she likes my new toy, to which she moans "yes sir". I said "good, let's go eat dinner". That is what really caught her off guard. You could feel the "oh shit" tension fill the room. I helped her straighten up and off we go.
This is one of the many lessons she is learning. Never assume you know where things are going, or what will happen next. Assuming will bite you in the ass every time. So...L has now gone from overly excited, to the mental anguish of being punished, to the enjoyment of something inside her ass, to the humiliation of going into public with a plug in her ass. We knew no one where we were going, and expected to see no one. Yet she is worried the whole time that people seeing her know she has a plug in her ass. Like they can somehow see with their x-ray vision through her skirt.
She did very well during our dinner and enjoyed her plug. It was the mental side of it, and being in public, more so than the actual physical pleasure. She is slowly learning about the possibilities of what may happen to her in public as well as private. The potential humiliation of being seen and someone knowing is a big issue for her. Yet, she finds an excitement in it. L knows that I will not guide her in a wrong direction. But...she also isn't always sure about where I am going with things either. That's just the way I like it!