August 9, 2013

Brought From The Dark...



She knew this was what she wanted...
She didn't know it all, but...
Knew enough to know this was who she is...
She reached out to Him and He answered...
He promised to lead her...
To show her...
To help her find herself...
Her true self...
The one she has never known, yet...
At the same time always knew was there...
Even though she knew what to expect...
She really didn't know...
She couldn't know...
Everything was different...
Even things that were the same as before...
Now they were different...
They felt different...
She felt different...
She felt alive...
Almost hypersentive...
Like all the time before she was numb...
More emotions...
Deeper emotions...
Like she never expected...
And didn't know how to deal with them...
Feeling exposed and vulnerable...
Wanting to run...
Wanting to hide...
Yet, wanting to expose even more...
Feeling safer than ever before...
While feeling so very afraid...
Afraid to open up...
Afraid to try...
Afraid to give completely...
Yet, the fear of not giving...
That was even more frightening...
He wants all she is...
All she has...
All she hasn't even discovered yet...
But can she give it to him...
Can she commit to him...
All she knows is He has given her more...
More than anyone ever has...
And wants to give even more...
And she wants it almost as much as...
She needs air to breathe...
But is afraid...
One thing she knows for sure...
She has seen it...
He has taken her there...
She has been brought from the dark...
Of who she has been...
And now it all shines brightly before her...
He has brought her...
Into the light...
His light...
And there is no other light...
Only his light...
In which she wants to bask.

6 comments:

  1. Breathtakingly beautiful! These words I have felt within myself. Thank you for writing this.

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  2. It never ceases to amaze me .. the way you can read the very soul of the submissive.

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  3. I agree with Lost Kittie...You know the very soul of the submissive. Beautiful

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